To
John, a song’s “receiver” is very important as a kind of silent
co-writer. He doesn’t consider a song complete until the listener
makes it part of their own imagination, their own life. That process
can take one of his creations far from where his mind-set was when
he first created it. When he wrote the song “I Saw A Stranger in
Your Hair” (not on this album) he was imagining someone missing
their lover and seeing that person in certain attributes of strangers
in the street: “I saw a stranger with your hair/I saw another with
your eyes/I heard an angel with your voice/By the way how is my
heart/By the way how is my heart?"
A
woman in Salt Lake City came up to John and said she liked that
song because it reminded her of her son. “That’s one of the first
times I started to realize all these songs can be more than I thought
they were and made me more able to sing the songs over and over
again ’cause it’s kind of a collective thing.”
“Holed
Up in Mason City, Iowa” on Bright Side of Down is a favorite of
John’s wife. “This was the first song she felt was set here in the
upper Midwest. I’m originally from New Jersey, and she thought that
it had a more Midwestern sense of place.” The song is about being
holed up during a snowstorm in the town where Buddy Holly and the
Big Bopper took off in a private plane that crashed and killed them
on Feb. 3, 1959. John was only months old when that first tragedy
of the rock and roll era happened, but it was the day after this
writer’s 15th birthday, and it brought home to me how temporal our
relationships can be, whether they be with idols or people close
to us. To me as a receiver the image of John shivering at the Big
Bopper Diner and the line “In a booth I saw Buddy Holly’s ghost
writing to the girl he loved the most” brings up very painful personal
memories.
One
of the guys John worked with on his album Out of The Valley had
been a friend of Buddy Holly’s. “He had a guitar that belonged to
Buddy Holly, and I got to play it on a few songs when I made the
record. I think it’s one of those things that I’ve come to realize
that I think of these people as legends, but to the people that
knew them, there’s a very different relationship. John writes some
songs through a process he calls intentional neglect. “If I come
back a month (after writing the song) and the melody comes back,
and the music and the feel come back, then I realize, ‘OK, this
might be a real song capable of reaching others.’”
But
when the receiver gets involved, “intentional neglect” is forgotten,
and the song takes on new meaning. A man from North Carolina who
was dying of liver cancer told John that his music really connected
with him. “That’s my hope that people can find some use from the
song as more than just entertainment.”
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WHAT:
John Gorka
WHEN: Sunday, 7 p.m.
WHERE: Caffe Lena, 47 Phila St., Saratoga
TICKETS:
$20 518-583-0022 www.caffelena.org
Callout: John Gorka feels his songs are not complete
until the receiver makes them part of their own imagination
and life.
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Folk musician John Gorka hopes that
people can find use from his songs as more than just entertainment.
(photo: Ann Marsden)
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